Well here I am yet again…

So as some of you may or may not know. I was writing everyday a while back, that slowly came to a halt as my motivation just vanished and I was sooo behind on days. Anyway I feel like I'm starting/have started a new Chapter in my life. What a year 2020 has been so…

Day 334…

Monday 30th July 2018 Well this morning I woke up very early but actually managed to force myself back to sleep. To be honest I probably only managed to as I didn't sleep a great last night. I shuffled downstairs, switched on the computer forced down some cereal and loaded Netflix. Of course I watched…

Day 327 – 333….

Monday 23rd July - Sunday 29th July 2018 Okay as you can all probably tell I haven't been very good at this blog thing for about a month now... My mental health has been absolute shite and I just haven't had the motivation, spare time or energy to do my blogs. However I'm now really…

Day 326…

Sunday 22nd July 2018 To no surprise I was awake at the crack of Dawn which is shit but at least I was awake to go and say goodbye to the famalam. Who was I kidding that I'd get a lay in?😂 Since coming off my sleepy meds I am back to barely sleeping👍🏻😫. Fabulous.…

Day 325…

Saturday 21st July 2018 Gosh was I tired when I woke up this morning.... too many busy days and too many late nights. I got myself dressed and ready for work. We then headed to Rachael's to see the rabble, Auntie Dawn, Autumn and Mum dropped me at work. I want to say via the…

Day 324…

Friday 20th July 2018 I wasn't ready for work today. I am so tired 24/7 recently, might be time to get my Iron levels checked again. Saying that going back to being an insomniac is taking it's toll. On top of Depression which is at an all time high thus that makes me lethargic and…

Day 323…

Thursday 19th July 2018 Well this morning I had to wake up early as Fiona told me to book her online appointment at 11.45am so I could see her after Tom (my new therapist person). So I logged on to Patient Access at 6.59am, nothing there at all. I logged out and logged in once…

Day 322…

Wednesday 18th July 2018 Well turning up to work this morning had a different feel. Probably for two reasons, I knew I'd see Emma instead of Freddie and I knew I was missing out on a day with the Scottish clan. Regardless I had a nice hour or so to chat to Emma whilst opening…

Day 321…

Tuesday 17th July 2018 I woke up very very early this morning, I attempted to go back to sleep - however that didn't happen. So I slumped on the sofa in the living room, joining Mum infront of the telly. We chilled catching up on some of our programmes. After a while Adam surfaced, joining…

Day 320…

Monday 16th July 2018 Well this morning I woke up to Adam still sparko next to me. Another telltale sign if Adam isn't well is that he actually rings in to work sick. Adam is not a fan of sitting around doing nothing, he hates nothing more than to be off work; truly. I left…