Day 30…

This morning I woke up at dads with quite a swollen throat/neck. Everything was up and inflamed; tonsils, glands, muscles - you name it. Could barely move my neck it was so painful. Feeling rather ropey I toddled off downstairs to make a cuppa and get some breakfast. Chilled on th sofa, but started to…

Day 29…

Okay I'm not going to lie these past couple of days have been busy and to be honest a bit of a blur so apologises they will be rather brief. Today I was woken up by Joseph and the tune of my old Winnie The Pooh jewellery box, playing its theme tune in high pitched…

Day 28…

I was meant to be working the day shift, however Freddie swapped me and another staff member around; so now I am working Saturday night instead. So now I am doing Friday and Saturday night 18:30pm until 1am on my own, I hate working these nights on my own they are so boring. Anyway so…

Day 27…

It seems that I can't get enough sleep at the moment regardless of how much or how little I manage to get. It is starting to irritate me. I needed to be in work early today, yet sleepy tired Molly turned off at least two alarms this morning rolling over and promptly going back to…

Day 26…

Adam bugged me alot in his sleep last night so I didn't get the best sleep... Norman definetly woke up in the lime light this morning - which is never good but especially on a day I have Joseph. So Joseph had some breakfast, played and watched some programmes before we gave him a quick…

Day 25…

Another early monday morning where I was not impressed about getting up. I just wanted to live as a Molly Burrito in my bed.  Knowing my mum wasn't feeling top notch I made sure I was actually up for the boys arrival. Unsurprisingly Mum was awake and up already... Adam generously made me a lovely…

Day 24…

Unfortunately I was awoken by the worst IBS cramps I've had in a while at half 4ish. They were so bad they woke me up, I couldn't lay, sit or stand up straight... thus I had to walk to the toilet half asleep and doubled over in pain. This pain kept me awake until just…

Day 23…

Well well well. Day 23 already! How time flies. Waking up was difficult as yet again I didn't sleep well. Nevertheless it had to be done. So up I got having a cup of tea and biscuits, before deciding to make a bit more effort with my makeup. Mirror, brushes, eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara, lip liner…

Day 22…

Well today started pretty much like yesterday... So I managed a small lay in although I would have liked a longer one. I woke up, took the dog down and then made myself a cup of tea. Tea and biscuits to start the day.  So with my tea, biscuits and cuddles I again settled down…

Mental Health Care System

I'm pretty sure I am not the only one that feels majorly let down by the mental health care system (in Medway specifically)... I mean as a collective rather than as indiviuals, as there are some awesome people out there that try their hardest to help those who need it. I have been for more…